So I am in heaven, I have went to church for the first time in nearly a year. By church … Continue reading Yeah, yeah, yeah
Its three A.M. now and I’m drunk and a little high. My former fiancé visited me this weekend. She … Continue reading God loves us most…?
What do you do when the love has gone? I’ve been thinking about Gianna Micheals… I’ve been dreaming of making … Continue reading MA-Vile Love
If I could I would run away, but I don’t really have anywhere to run to. I would go backwards but what good would that do, no matter where I go I would be broke and depressed. No matter how far I ran I would still wake up each day wondering what she was doing, or better yet who. My mind is on fire right now and I don’t have enough whiskey to put out the flame. Perhaps I should try to take a nap and dream of better days. Continue reading No Money, No Honey
It’s funny, no matter how many times I have done this; my first instincts are always the same. Clothes, food, shelter, I suppose it’s only natural-survival. All creatures have survival instincts to some extent that is why I do this. Continue reading Raw
I wonder where will I be a year from now? Will I be lost in California, drunk and dreaming of these days? My life seems to be moving forward, but I constantly get turned around. Every now and then I have to look back and remember where I have been. The shit I’ve seen, the shit I’m still seeing. The good, the bad, the ugly. I am the man with no name sometimes, lost in my story. I talked to my sister the other day and she said, “Many people wish they had the kind of life I live!”. Most, however, aren’t willing to pay the price. Many more still don’t even know what that price is. I have hurt a lot of people on the road to where ever it is I’m inevitably going to end up. Continue reading The "me" of then v/s the "me" of now!
Love is a many splintered thing. There are many types of love in this world. The love of a boy and his dog, the love of a brother to a sister, the love of a mother to a child. There is the love of child to a toy, a adult to their vehicle, and even the love of man to a machine. There is the love shared between friends, the love shared between enemies. There is the love of two people who have never met in physical reality, and the love of two people who have never even met yet believe in their minds they are united. Then there is the love of two beings involved in sexual congress. The genuine and en genuine connection denoted when two beings experience an emotional bond. Love is rumored to take on many shapes. From the one sided or uneven compulsions toward another, to mutual co-dependency, to shared joys and rapture. Love can be beautiful and wondrous to painful and empty. Continue reading On Love, Loyalty, and Respect (part 1)